i want to go back to PALAWAN :|

i wish we could go back to this place. and stay there for a very long vacation. hays. the place was just so beautiful. the air is so fresh and the beach is just lovely and the FOOD. . . was just awesome.

school is almost here and i hope that our hopefully last semester in school would be very good. i, for one, cant wait for it to end. but of course, i want it to end with me and my classmates already wearing our "sablay" >:]

old people always say that we're about to face the "REAL WORLD" when we graduate from college. i wonder how that real world would be; i just hope it would be kind to me. but before i face that world, i just want to have a long vacation. like maybe for a few months before i start working for my own moolah.


i just miss this place. i miss being carefree. just living today without over thinking how its going to be tomorrow. gahhH. there is just a lot of stuff going through my head now and i just want to get it over with. and start all over again on a clean slate. but this is just so hard, thinking that i may have to hurt some people if i choose to be free.

i just don't feel like i like who i am now. trying to be someone who's happy even if i don't really feel happy sometimes. trying to stay even if i really want to go and run away but i cant or i just don't know how to because i don't want to hurt someone. its just so hard. *sighhhhh :-<

AND THAT IS WHY I NEED A VACATION. i feel the need of keeping my sanity intact.