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Sunday, March 18, 2012

when i was young. . .

everything was beautiful and nothing hurt. . . except for the occasional cuts and bruises i get from running fast, climbing trees, from playing and exploring. i just miss childhood so much.

i think this picture was taken in Family Park and i really think i was in grade 2.

last night, when i was, sort of, writing about my life philosophy for my philo class, me and a friend talked about how lucky we were to have a gadget free childhood. how we miss having summer vacation that felt like years and the pain it gave to know that it's over. there's a lot of things i miss in childhood.

i miss climbing trees and eating the fruits on top of it and call on the people that were passing by and giggle when that person tries to find who calls. >:]

i miss running around the grassy field and just letting myself to fall intentionally and roll on the grass and laugh at the pain i felt and then scratch the itch it gave and sometimes look for and catch some grasshoppers :)

i miss hanging and swinging while i hold on a broken coconut leaf.

i miss biking all day and not feel the heat of the sun.

i miss playing on that hill of sand, climbing to the top and letting my self slide while having a piece of plywood on my bottom and it was one of the best feeling ever!!!

i miss cooking all i could see and i would sneak inside our house to get some salt, sugar and rice and i also miss the smell of boiling "sagbot" and saying "hmmm, it so good" when it actually looks like shit. hahahaha.

i miss playing "tinda-tinda" and feel like im so rich and i have a lot of money when all i have, really, are leaves i got from the atis tree.

i miss wandering in those places i thought that has never been discovered but truth is, it was just a normal place.

i miss playing beside that huge C1-30 by the golf course and spend the whole afternoon looking for a four-leaf-clover or just lying under the shade of that huge airplane and look at the sky and fall a sleep once in a while.

i miss sneaking inside the golf course and let the guard chase after me and my friends (my dose of adrenaline rush) and when there were no guards we will play in the sand and on the grass.

i miss collecting rocks thinking that they were different and unique from each other but then they all look the same, really.

i miss believing that i have the power of the wind because the wind would come and blew harder whenever i whistle. hahaha. then i would stay outside our house waiting for a message the wind would send but it never came.

i miss keeping found objects and my mother would often scold me for keeping trash but to me they were treasures.

i miss playing tumbang preso, the slipper game, 'buwan-buwan", patentero, shampoo-shake, Dr. wakwak (i dont know who invented this but it's ridiculously fun) ice-water, lupa-langit, hide and seek, dakop-dakop, shatong, finding things, dampa, pulis-dunggab, bahaw-bahaw, cards and pogs and all those fun games we had. it was fun and i miss it.

but as much as i want to escape the future and go back to the past, i just cant miss the present. because i don't know what's going to happen. i just have to be there to see it.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Jens Lekman - An Argument with Myself

this song is wow. now im engaged to jens lekman. i have heard a few of his songs but this one really made my heart swoon. hahaha. i was listening to Interpol and The National before trying to listen to him again. good thing this was the first song i played. then i wouldn't have known better. :]

oh love, this song just make my heart leap with happiness. <3

Thursday, March 1, 2012

faces :)

athena . katrina . bea . caryl

people, meet the few awesome people in my life now. they are one of the main reasons WHY I GO TO SCHOOL. hahaha. no kidding, they really are. :)) it's been more than a week since i have made these sketches and wasn't able to photograph them til now.

today is March 1 @_@ and thinking about how near we are to the finish line of being college students, i cant help but think about how much i will miss these people. cheesy ra kaau ko, i know :| but really, PERO MAG THESIS SA MI. hahaha. :D so we can reach the finish line with flying colors. yessss. with flying colors. :]

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

FOOD IS SO MEAN :|

blue berry kruffin :>

gyoza <3

pretzel :]

me and my friends have been eating since last week. some days, we don't even stay in once place and go from one place to another then another. aaahH. my friend bea said that food is so mean because we've been thinking about eating even on facebook, tell me about it :| i could really feel that stress is on its way. THESIS have been bugging me for the past few days now, even in my dreams -_- and deadlines are getting nearer everyday.

and another reason why food is so mean is because it stresses out that STRESS IS COMING O_O

on a lighter note, i really love being with my friends now, which have made me come to a point that i realize how better my life is being single. now, i really feel even better. :)

belated Happy Valentines Day to everyone :)

Take The Right One - Bombay Bicycle Club

ive been listening to this indie band for almost a month now. i love their songs specially "lights out, words gone" which was actually the very first song i've heard from them. i really like how the instruments go together, it's something very new to my ear which im really loving <3 i also like their songs "always like this" and "how can you swallow so much sleep". :]

good music really really does make me happy :D even if the the message the song isn't happy. haha.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

i haz two cats :3

here's Owenge :3

here's Kato

and the two of them sleeping on the couch :3

my sister gave them names. im bad at giving names and so is my sister. [hahaha] kidding aside. . . these two are my daily dose of "awwwwe", they're one of the reasons why i have good mornings :>, and i just couldn't help but giggle when i see these two boys. hahaha. :">

i haven't posted for weeks. but i wasn't busy at all, im just an occasional blogger. hmmm. oh well. :)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Instagram :)

i always have this "thing" for trees. i love trees. i've cried for one when i was about 8 or 9 yrs old. it was one beautiful fire tree and it broke my heart when i saw it being jigsawed by two heartless men. :( but they weren't really heartless, i just thought there were at that time. oh well.

and again my addiction on taking photos of my feet :D im lovin' it.

instagram. i've had this app for a long time now but was able to start using it just yesterday :| now im more driven to take photos because of this; i can cheat and make my crappy photos look good. [haha] well, the feel of using dslr in photography is still different. waay to different than this. but i don't have one, so i'll just settle for my sister's point and shoot and my phone for now. FOR NOW.

Monday, January 16, 2012

lovely morning on the beach :D

went to the beach early this morning. we left around 6:30 am. . . i told them yesterday that it's been awhile since we went to the beach and so my sister said that we'll go today :3 and we did! yay!

the sun was so bright but the wind was still cold. the camera wont take a good photo of the beach. because of so much brightness, the photo would turn out white. :|

THE WATER WAS SO COLD. I've had second thoughts on swimming yet the water was so inviting. so i took the plunge. :D there were very few people on the beach, though. i think there were just about 10 people on the water, including me, my sister, and my cousin.

we found three different star fish :D

there's another photo of my feet and one of my face which is being eaten by the sun. i like it on the beach but i only got into the water for a few minutes and just kept walking along the shore after. we just stayed there for about an hour or more and then went home :)

i love impulsive moments like this <3

Thursday, January 5, 2012

importante ang bonding :)

01.04.2012 :D
ate lunch at jollibee, walked around ayala, talked, laughed, ate kruffins for dessert. :D

hayyy, wasn't able to take a photo of caryl coz she had to leave early coz she still haz clazz. O_O sorry keh. hahaha. my photos of the kruffins was really bad, it didn't gave justice to how good it was so i didn't post it. [he-he] and a friend gave me two cans of lays stacks for there were no ruffles available. today was really fun :)