its been a while since i posted photos here which were taken for the sake of photography. and so i am posting now. :] i came a bit early to school this morning. i cant seem to stay in one place so i started walking and sTROLLING around the undergraduate building looking for something to catch my attention and took photos of whatever. of course i cant help but take a photo of my feet :]
these two are my favorites for today. both are linear/rectilinear subjects. well, whatever. haha.
anyway, we only have more or less than three weeks 'til the thesis defense. i am starting to have butterflies just by thinking about it. -_- so i may have to double my time working and yes i still have time to blog :), to unwind. [echosera]
gah, its been so long since i have made these kind of doodles. i miss doodling :( these two are a few of my studies for the pattern design plate we had way back when we were still in our second year. talking about how old this doodle is makes me think that im old. -_- which im not.
just thought of posting them again here when i saw them today while browsing some old photos. :)
this must be the most played Ryan Adams song on my iTunes. . . i love the 4:40 part of the song. it melts my heart away. heeeee. <3 the part when he sang the lyrics " just three words my love, you meant everything. . . " gave me the blues, but the good kind of blues. i just cant explain how much i love this song. :]
i might really have a never ending love affair with music. any music that makes my heart skip a beat like that time when you and your long time crush had an accidental eye contact. lol. hahahaha. sad that i cant play any musical instrument other than the flute. i guess i should get myself a guitar or better yet. . . a ukelele :) hahaha. but at least i could sing my heart out inside the bathroom. im a great bathroom singer just so you know. hihi [insert troll face here] i always have a concert every time i take a bath or poop. yesss. i sing when i do that. just read through it, ok.
and that's what i have been doing tonight. just feeding my mind, heart, and soul with good tunes and lyrics. i know im going to be eaten tomorrow for not doing anything. i am doomed, i know, but still cool :] ok, im not. fine. -_-
this time tomorrow by the kinks is just lovely. <3 it seems to brighten up my mood, always :) aaand im chillin again. :|
This time tomorrow where will we be On a spaceship somewhere sailing across an empty sea This time tomorrow what will we know Well we still be here watching an in-flight movie show I’ll leave the sun behind me and watch the clouds as they sadly pass me by Seven miles below ma I can see the world and it ain’t so big at all This time tomorrow what will we see Field full of houses, endless rows of crowded streets I don’t where I’m going, I don’t want to see I feel the world below me looking up at me Leave the sun behind me, and watch the clouds as they sadly pass me by And I’m in perpetual motion and the world below doesn’t matter much to me This time tomorrow where will we be On a spaceship somewhere sailing across any empty sea This time tomorrow, this time tomorrow
i am a sentimental fool tonight. my mind is filled up, like a bucket overflowing with water, with sooooo much thoughts and im going to write them down here to remember, i just hope that my words are enough to contain them. One of my professor said this beautiful quote that forever i will remember. . . and it's that. . .
"words are containers to carry thoughts. . ."
its a lovely quote and i just hope that my choice of words can justify the thoughts i have in mind.
spending times like this makes me feel better about myself and even if im not doing what i have to do. . . i think my time is not badly spent :) i should be making plates and assignments and other school must-dos now but i don't have the energy for it. my body is lazy and my mind is way too busy wandering in cosmos of thoughts and some of the thoughts i came across with gave me pins and needles and butterflies. :|
soon i will be in this "real world" they say. i just cant help but wonder what is it really like to be in it. im scared that i may not find the right place where i could actually fit in. im scared of not fitting in. its a sad truth i am dealing with. a friend said that what other people think, even those of she doesn't know, would matter to her and that is true to me too. i just hate being judged and i don't like the feeling of not being wanted. it gives me the heavy heart and makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me. ITS SAD. T_T but as the passive person that i am when it comes to things like this, i have never found the necessity to change myself for those people that doesn't even matter. bahala sila. pero it hurts you know. -_-
however, change is a part of life. its the only thing that is constant. and maybe we just cant notice it, but maybe, just maybe, we are changing. . . evolving into being the best or the worst person we can be.
being part of that "real world " would really make a huge difference. different people, places, things to do and the list goes on and on would make a huge impact on the person we are going to be. and im just so scared with what that real world has in store for me and also scared that ,when that time comes, i may leave some people behind and i'll be left by others. IT IS SCARY. CHANGE IS ALWAYS SCARY. but i have to get used to it somehow, i think.
i just know it in my heart that i will be willing to embrace the things life will bring. i know it wont be easy, but it will be worth it. and i will be more than thankful for the journey :]
and thus i leave you with this song by collective soul titled "run" which is an old time favorite of mine. i really do have a long way to run, do i . . .
thank you missy higgins for making this morning really beautiful despite it being so freezing cold. darn, i don't understand why its this cold this time of the year, i really think that this weather needs snow to justify its coldness. -_- but if that happens, it would really scare the hell out me. . . and you too. you know, like, snow in the Philippines? the world would've gone crazy by then. but you know what, i really love this song by her. :) the video is not clear though :| but naahH.
me and my friends have been eating since last week. some days, we don't even stay in once place and go from one place to another then another. aaahH. my friend bea said that food is so mean because we've been thinking about eating even on facebook, tell me about it :| i could really feel that stress is on its way. THESIS have been bugging me for the past few days now, even in my dreams -_- and deadlines are getting nearer everyday.
and another reason why food is so mean is because it stresses out that STRESS IS COMING O_O
on a lighter note, i really love being with my friends now, which have made me come to a point that i realize how better my life is being single. now, i really feel even better. :)
ive been listening to this indie band for almost a month now. i love their songs specially "lights out, words gone" which was actually the very first song i've heard from them. i really like how the instruments go together, it's something very new to my ear which im really loving <3 i also like their songs "always like this" and "how can you swallow so much sleep". :]
good music really really does make me happy :D even if the the message the song isn't happy. haha.
Love month's here and here are the tracks id love to sing this time of the year. haha. i know some of them are a bit sad but i like listening to these tracks when i feel like being in zone. [echos]
i love these songs, they always makes me feel better, even if the message and the feel of the song says otherwise. :)
my sister gave them names. im bad at giving names and so is my sister. [hahaha] kidding aside. . . these two are my daily dose of "awwwwe", they're one of the reasons why i have good mornings :>, and i just couldn't help but giggle when i see these two boys. hahaha. :">
i haven't posted for weeks. but i wasn't busy at all, im just an occasional blogger. hmmm. oh well. :)
its been a while since i posted photos here which were taken for the sake of photography. and so i am posting now. :] i came a bit early to school this morning. i cant seem to stay in one place so i started walking and sTROLLING around the undergraduate building looking for something to catch my attention and took photos of whatever. of course i cant help but take a photo of my feet :]
these two are my favorites for today. both are linear/rectilinear subjects. well, whatever. haha.
