learn. eat. move

so i have been hooked on vimeo for the past few weeks. there's just too much good stuff in there like these three short films by Rick Mereki. with a length of only a minute these video shows a trip of a life time in three different themes: learning, eating, and moving.

made by 3 men within 44 days with 18 flights to 11 countries! darn, im so envious right now; i just want to travel the world. there's just a lot of beautiful things out there that i'm missing out on, really.

but first, i have to travel within the country. >:)

well these videos really feed my thirst for travel. now, i need to find a job that will send me packing for flights going to different countries. I HAVE TO.

random thoughts

im thinking [still thinking] of doing something productive now since all i have been doing during the day was sleep. ughH. i woke up a 11:30 am and slept again around 1:30 pm and woke up at 4:00 pm. and now i am a bit tipsy from oversleeping. @_@

i wanted to start making cards. but yeah. i only want to. im not doing it. zzzzZ. im so bored. O_O

now I thank the Lord for good music and food aaand the internet. well, actually, i really have a lot to thank Him for. :)

and oh. the moon is very beautiful tonight. a lunar eclipse is on the loose and it's SAD that i cant take a photo of it :( SAD.

i can't help but think about the not-so-near vacation. i really hope that we can go out of the country. it will be my first. i've been really wanting to travel. hays. it's been one of my frustrations since i got into college. and i was pretty very happy when we went to palawan this year. i love it. i love the feeling of being in a new place; the scent, the food, the feel of the wind, the noise. i love looking at the view that is very new to my eyes. and most of all, i love taking photographs of it. maybe one day. i'll go backpacking :D

i want to go back to PALAWAN :|

i wish we could go back to this place. and stay there for a very long vacation. hays. the place was just so beautiful. the air is so fresh and the beach is just lovely and the FOOD. . . was just awesome.

school is almost here and i hope that our hopefully last semester in school would be very good. i, for one, cant wait for it to end. but of course, i want it to end with me and my classmates already wearing our "sablay" >:]

old people always say that we're about to face the "REAL WORLD" when we graduate from college. i wonder how that real world would be; i just hope it would be kind to me. but before i face that world, i just want to have a long vacation. like maybe for a few months before i start working for my own moolah.


i just miss this place. i miss being carefree. just living today without over thinking how its going to be tomorrow. gahhH. there is just a lot of stuff going through my head now and i just want to get it over with. and start all over again on a clean slate. but this is just so hard, thinking that i may have to hurt some people if i choose to be free.

i just don't feel like i like who i am now. trying to be someone who's happy even if i don't really feel happy sometimes. trying to stay even if i really want to go and run away but i cant or i just don't know how to because i don't want to hurt someone. its just so hard. *sighhhhh :-<

AND THAT IS WHY I NEED A VACATION. i feel the need of keeping my sanity intact.