nothing in mind :|

i was like this, this morning. O_O but yeah. i woke really early to go to church. haha. it really does feel good whenever i complete the misa de gallo. it feels like an achievement. :D well, i dont have any wish in mind for now. i dont know for the next 5 days. hahahaha.

i didn't want to go back to sleep since i still have a class by 9 am and if i sleep, i may not WANT to get up. :| so i pinned myself here in front of the screen looking for something to keep me busy so i wont get sleepy and all. so i got to check the site of Sandra Backlund, the Last Breath Bruises, again and i still love it. here are the some of her creations <3

now i really want to have some black leggings or stockings. :D i think i should get myself one. hmm. today. haha. we'll see.

hey girl. im in lesbians with you < 3

Cards[?] :D

there it is!!! i wasn't able to continue making the rest of the cards yesterday. i went home late and my brain was all dry due to Philo @_@ and all i wanted was to sleep. hahahaha! my sister's home by the way. so yeahH. finally took a photo of them :D

i know. they don't look like Christmas cards. but really. i really don't feel like painting Snowmans or Christmas trees or whatever. i feel like they're a bit of a cliché. i feel like painting those on the photos and maybe they aren't just for Christmas eh? and oh, i said i have already made five but i'm not really happy with the fifth one because it's "yagit" and i thought of replacing it. hehe.

i was thinking of buying some textiles today. i just hope i'll have enough time to sew them all up. like manually sew them. O_O

one more thing. . . i dont know why my photos here are not so clear. so just click on the photo to get a clearer view[?]

and lastly, i have an exam by 10:30 and i haven't studied yet :|

here's a song to you :D

♪ ♫ i am put together beautifully ♫ ♪

nightmares makes me productive :|

yesss. i never thought having a nightmare would make me productive today. haha. maybe because i didn't want to go back to sleep so i finally started making the cards. hahaha! and im done with five already!!! yey! ive got 10 more to go. i shall take a photo of them soon. . . my sister is in manila and her camera's with her. i should have my own camera soon. I MUST HAVE MY OWN CAMERA D:

but yeah. im pretty happy with what i've done. heee heee. i really feel the season. i already have gifts in mind. all i have to do is buy some materials and make them. haha. i just hope the laziness in me won't take over. :D

well, i feel very ok now. i've been thinking of giving him a card, not to get back, but just to finally make him understand [i hope it will] that this is what i want. and that if someday, i will regret what i've done well, its my problem and not his. so doesn't have to worry about it. lol. haha. all i know now is that i am pretty happy with where i am. :)

hmm. i dont know. but i feel so happy now :D i don't know what it is that's making me happy. . . maybe this is just sugar rush. [i ate a bar of snickers a while ago] haha. ooor maybe, i finally fell in love with Matt Berninger's voice. i'm really lovin' The National. listen to them here.

random thoughts

im thinking [still thinking] of doing something productive now since all i have been doing during the day was sleep. ughH. i woke up a 11:30 am and slept again around 1:30 pm and woke up at 4:00 pm. and now i am a bit tipsy from oversleeping. @_@

i wanted to start making cards. but yeah. i only want to. im not doing it. zzzzZ. im so bored. O_O

now I thank the Lord for good music and food aaand the internet. well, actually, i really have a lot to thank Him for. :)

and oh. the moon is very beautiful tonight. a lunar eclipse is on the loose and it's SAD that i cant take a photo of it :( SAD.

i can't help but think about the not-so-near vacation. i really hope that we can go out of the country. it will be my first. i've been really wanting to travel. hays. it's been one of my frustrations since i got into college. and i was pretty very happy when we went to palawan this year. i love it. i love the feeling of being in a new place; the scent, the food, the feel of the wind, the noise. i love looking at the view that is very new to my eyes. and most of all, i love taking photographs of it. maybe one day. i'll go backpacking :D

something green :|

i want to post something with color here. seems like i've been posting a lot of black and white photos which [i think] makes this blog a little dull to look at. hehe. looking back at these photos of my mother's plant makes me remember and think about my thesis which is a planter. @_@

i dont have any progress since the end of the first semester. i dont know what i've been doing but i dont feel like working at all. @_@ im gonna die. i must force myself to work and kick out this laziness out of my system. . . tomorrow. gaaahH.

yesss. procrastination. i can say that its one of the greatest bad habits i have. T___T i know. SHAME.