nightmares makes me productive :|

yesss. i never thought having a nightmare would make me productive today. haha. maybe because i didn't want to go back to sleep so i finally started making the cards. hahaha! and im done with five already!!! yey! ive got 10 more to go. i shall take a photo of them soon. . . my sister is in manila and her camera's with her. i should have my own camera soon. I MUST HAVE MY OWN CAMERA D:

but yeah. im pretty happy with what i've done. heee heee. i really feel the season. i already have gifts in mind. all i have to do is buy some materials and make them. haha. i just hope the laziness in me won't take over. :D

well, i feel very ok now. i've been thinking of giving him a card, not to get back, but just to finally make him understand [i hope it will] that this is what i want. and that if someday, i will regret what i've done well, its my problem and not his. so doesn't have to worry about it. lol. haha. all i know now is that i am pretty happy with where i am. :)

hmm. i dont know. but i feel so happy now :D i don't know what it is that's making me happy. . . maybe this is just sugar rush. [i ate a bar of snickers a while ago] haha. ooor maybe, i finally fell in love with Matt Berninger's voice. i'm really lovin' The National. listen to them here.