im having a good morning :)

im in a good mood today :) heee. started my day by listening to good music and coffee :D one day to go before Christmas but the feel of it is a bit dull. i feel sad for those people who'll be spending their Christmas with lost loved ones, scarce food and water, no clothes, no home, and maybe, no hope. but being sad and feeling sorry for them wont change a thing. sigh. i dont know what to feel for them now.

anyway, my brother wont be coming home this time. he will spend the season with his wife :) its their first Christmas together. heee :D so i understand. no hard feelings, brother. i guess i'm starting to understand more about some things now. i just hope that my understanding of these things are right. HAHA.

one more thing. i have wrapped my gifts already and i was the first one who placed gifts under the Christmas tree :D yay! the wrapper and ribbons are all recycled. haha. but it's just because i no longer have extra moolah to buy paper bags or wrappers and ribbons. sooo i just reused stuffs. haha. :D but anyway, it looks pretty. :)

Good Morning ;)

so i am already awake, its too early to be awake :/

but i can't stay under the sheets any longer, its so cold @_@. i could really feel that Christmas is here, haaah and i can't help but think about how broke i am. my sister said last night that we still don't have any gifts under the Christmas tree T_____T. no no no...

i guess i will have my labor for free. i may have to settle in making my gifts. gaaahH. though I really think its way better than buying but. . . im lazy O_O which i should not be. hmmm. there's a few things i want for Christmas also. hehe >:] but naahH. i wont list it here.

but there is ONE thing that I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO HAVE!!!


i would really love to have a diana mini. . . . . i hope my ever loving brother would stumble upon this site and buy me this. I WOULD TRULY BE VERY HAPPY. HAHA! but i guess i need to save for this if i really want it that much.

now im hungry :/

i better have some breakfast. i might have a loooong day ahead. byeee :D